2026y-3m-6d - 1:06 am
in discord i have this like shitpost/diary channel where i just send random bullshit
id like to make a few of these entries public
trtl_playz — 11/7/25, 7:02 AM
i had a dream that i went a rats house
in one of the drwrs it had either 5 or 9 dead cats
all rotting away
eaten through
i think one one of them was semi intact
it was weird because for some reason i stole drawer
(i have no clue why i did this)
and then it morphed to me talking to my family
and then i saw a reddit video of somone having two of the dead cats
but they stuffed them
and they were showing to stuffed cats to their one alive cat
and one of the stuffed cats had a huge hole in it and you could see bone
and some of the bones were shattered
and the other cat was half headless
like its skull had been cut in half
but still put in the stuffed cat
weird part was the cats it the drawr didnt have any headless
trtl_playz — 11/9/25, 11:25 PM
watching beastars and cant stop thinking; damn. if i was legoshi i would be none stop digging my claws into the top of my forearm
because like, the fur would hide the cuts
and i wouldn't even need a knife because i would just have claws
lucky bitch
trtl_playz — 11/9/25, 11:35 PM
loui walks weird
he has hit back like straight up and down with no spine curve
it looks uncanny
trtl_playz — 11/9/25, 11:59 PM
cuddling with a furry would be cool
theyd be so soft
i think
maybe
idk deff take my shirt off
even more softness
trtl_playz — 11/10/25, 1:33 AM
if i had a gene
i would wish for imortallity
like live forever plus regen anything
and then i would wish for shape shifting
able to turn into a different person or turn into a rock
and everything in between
thos two powers would be the best
i could be like a spy or highly revered war hero
then the next day i shapeshift a start "a new life"
i could do any crime
ill live forever, i can wait any time
i could learn ever skill
perfect it
not to mention getting a lot of money would be fairly easy
i mean have you ever heard of a brokre drakula?
those are my two wishes
i thought about this for years
but ive never been able to figure out wat i would want as my thrid
time control would be cool but i feel like it woulnt be that great wen paired with imortallity
my third wish would be to either force all software by law to be open source
or i would wish for a national law that no company or country is allowed to require digital id
people are allowed to stay 100% anon
or id wish for all gen ais to go away
although if i wished for everything to be forced to be open source, then that would include lion 5b and
all other ai data training sets to be open source
then we could see all the stuff they are stealing and sue the shit out of them
trtl_playz — 11/12/25, 12:48 AM
why is it the weak control the stong?
the herbavores control the carnivores
its dumb
the strong should lead
help the weeak
but not be controller by the waek
'trtl are you ok? like mentally'
idk
i usually just ask my self "am i a functioning human being?"
"can i walk?"
"can i string together a mostly coheirent sentance?"
if the aswer is yes, then i just dont worry about my mental